the minute we're born, we start to feel pain // we enter an ugly world where we go insane // the meaning of life is a reason to die // From morning to night, i feel shame, not pride // There's no one to love // There's nothing left to fill my heart // someday i'll break the chain of this existence .
You are every ounce of horror, every reminding second of a completely terrible life. You’re the single most constant mistake of why most my body aches, and from the cold, iron shackles you locked around my heart to the chunks of my life you picked out from your teeth.
I remember for a moment about the person I used to be.
”run on girl, run on.”
no words needed.
take care and i sincerely wish you the best in the future.
just sayin’ (y)
One of the most Beautiful songs ever written.
I can’t escape these walls i’ve built to keep you safe, to keep you in.
If you will never see them, if you will never come.
Nights alone have ruined me, I’m wrong again, i’m starved again
Alone again, alone again, alone alone alone.
I’m hearing you repeat the old, familiar phrase “I just can’t cope”
I say I feel it too.
but camaraderie in suffering.
It feels like speaking tongues, maybe i’m lying if i’m still not close to you. Because after all this time I fall asleep just fine,
no matter how it hurts I fall asleep just fine
maybe im meant to be alone if I can’t pull these parts together…
I’ve probably had enough time to sort this troubled mind to structure.
So when you’ve had enough of being stuck with “given up” please don’t apologise because i’ll understand just fine.
Another bad night we failed; playing a losing game, we cannot create the same feelings, comfort is not love.
But is it close enough?
I feel alone again. It’s setting in, I’m learning how to settle.
Please don’t give in.
When you are close, I am gone.
Because where I am I won’t stay long. And I know it’s hard.
To wait for me when i’m afraid to let you near, but please don’t give in, i’ll clear my head one day.
I’ll make you proud of me. Please don’t give in.
Won’t always be so down. Please don’t give in.
I will be closer to you Please don’t give in.
We are all scared.
We are all stuck
Dreaming of better days that will never come.
Let it go!
Bring that smile back, Let it go!
You know that we want you here. Please stop! blacking out your days.
Please stop! saying we will be better off without you.
We will always find new ways to let each other down.
New ways to scare ourselves, so if this is what you hold onto I will protect it.
We burn with friendly fire.
Breath quick with anticipation.
Our imaginations will crush us but it is so hard to impress you when you’ve built these walls so high.
But I want in.
Tear you open leave you breathless and longing.
Show you that you are more than what you lack
I keep reminding myself I didn’t fall in love to fall apart.
But I still believe in us.
We can right this ship.
If they don’t put us away we will be legend.
Save me, Save me,
Handcuff me to this bed, let me sweat through the sheets.
Until the voices stop and the hum quietly says your name,
until I find a better way to say that I love you.
I want to know it doesn’t hurt; just remember that I knew you then and I will always come back for you.
I want to know it doesn’t hurt you,
I will come back for you.
I will come back.