the minute we're born, we start to feel pain // we enter an ugly world where we go insane // the meaning of life is a reason to die // From morning to night, i feel shame, not pride // There's no one to love // There's nothing left to fill my heart // someday i'll break the chain of this existence .
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Noothgrush was amazing! Dino really is one of the coolest guys I ever met (I also never saw someone so fucking happy with a Fanzine hahaha)
I seriously have no words of how relieving it feld to see them and let everything out.. I had a talk with Dino after the show about a lot of stuff, and honestly.. this guy seriously inspired me (again haha) to change a lot of things.. I hope to see him again someday sooner or later.
sad but true.
About to snap? for fucking sure.
Nothing is going as fucking planned, and improvising is getting harder and harder each and every fucking day. so fucking tired of trying even tho i’m pretty sure it will all fucking fail hahahaha… right now all i can do is just fucking rant about it and pray for the end or at least for a fucking solution/luck…argh.. i’ve never been so scared nor stressed in my whole fucking life… ugh, time will tell i guess.. maybe everything will be okay, even tho i doubt it.
better try to calm down and find a solution for this fucking bullshit.